Monday, May 25, 2026

 We are but small pebbles, cast upon the edges of the world;

 Small things without souls, believing in a seamless existence 

Until we are swallowed by the tides and lost within the waves. 

We are fragments of silence, destined to remain


 Wherever we are thrown, drifting through a life that never truly was.

When the sea punished us with all its might, we were not there; 

And now, as the wind tears us apart, we are orphans wishing for non-existence. 

The gale blows with such cruelty it forbids us even the mercy of a shiver, 

Determined to push us into the chilling shroud of the deep waters.


Oh, dear little pebble…

 With all the love within me,

 I wanted to rescue every grain of sand; 

Yet they were condemned to be crushed beneath my very feet. 

Their fate found its end here, untouched by love, unknown to any heart.

 And now, there is only the meeting with the sea— A final surrender to the salt and the dark.


While the stars shimmered like jewels beneath the velvet sky, 

I longed to dissolve helplessly into the falling rain. 

For I knew I was neither a pebble nor a mere grain of dust; 

I was too vast to simply vanish,

 Yet too helpless to stand against the crushing weight of the wind.


I drew the clean air into my lungs, feigning a sudden calm; 

As if the blood in my veins were not boiling like molten lava.

 I surrendered my thoughts to the wind, letting them scatter like ash,

 Forcing myself to take one more deep, labored breath.


I knew he was there, his gaze anchored upon me.

 I wanted to drag my body toward him and scream "Why?" into the void,

 To seize him by the collar, or perhaps... perhaps to simply embrace him.

 But the certainty was a cold blade: he was nothing more than a shadow. 

He stood in a darkness too deep for me to reach, 

And while I feared the dark with a madness,

 I held a profound, terrifying reverence for the shadows.


The blood on my hands stained the pebbles, turning them crimson, 

Yet I remained invisible to the world; no one cared for my stain.

 The crowd swallowed me whole, drowning my soul in their noise, 

But he... he remained. Still watching me from the heart of the dark,

 Silent, steady, and eternal. 


 In the forests of compassion I planted, 

I first became lost, 

Offering shade, offering breath, a sanctuary at any cost. 

Unknowingly, I wove the threads of my own demise,

 For every branch I nourished turned to poison in disguise. 

Everything I showed mercy to became a dagger in the end;

 Stabbing me where I was defenseless, where I used to call a friend.


The stars were fair, at least; distant, noble, and still,

 Granting a wish, however false, with a graceful will. 

But life, like a cruel hand breaking a child's favorite toy,

 Leveled the mountains I leaned on, seeking only to destroy. 

That treacherous smirk remained as my soul was torn apart, 

The grin of a witness who left me in the ruins of my heart.


The bitterest part was this: the world kept spinning, cold and fast, 

The streets laughed, the lights flickered, as if my death would pass.

 As I searched for the shadow of guilt among my own debris, 

I saw that being a victim was the price of a soul too free.

 The guilt was never mine; I know that clearly now, The fault lies in a blind world that breaks a merciful vow.


Now, somewhere within me, hope walks on shards of glass, 

My feet are bleeding, my spirit fading, but I let the shadows pass.

 A voice whispers: "It is over, the verdict of this tale is read.

" Yet every tear I shed is a storm of rage, waiting to be fed. This silence is not surrender; 

it is the sacred calm before the gale; It is not so easy to bid farewell to this wounded, bleeding tale.

What they call the end is merely the drying of the ink,

 But the page is still bleeding, standing on the brink.

 While you think I am finished, in the dark of the deepest scar, 

My soul weaves a new armor from the ashes, like a dying star. 


This skin is woven no longer from pity, but from iron will; 

From the pieces of the wreckage, I craft a destiny that is still.

Look, life still watches me with that arrogant, hollow gaze, 

Thinking I am still a tree to be felled in its cruel maze.

 It does not know that every time I fall, I merge into the sea, 

And every storm that fails to kill me, only deepens me. 

Now begins the true poem, the true march, the noble pain; 

For I owe no more mercy to those who brought the rain.

This newly born darkness is brighter than any light you've seen; 

This awakening is my proudest start, where the victim used to lean.

 I am no longer the sacrifice,

 I am the story itself.


 The woman sought to become a home for the man; 

A place where the doors were familiar,

 the light was known,

 And where she assumed he would always be upon his return.

 She kneaded the clay with her hands, making her heart the foundation, 

Memorizing the hue of the light filtering through the window at dusk.

 To her, love was the anchor, the sacred point of return;

 "I am here," she whispered, "and the world only truly begins when this door is shut."


The man, however, wished to turn the woman into a world;

 A realm without borders, rediscovered with every rising sun, 

A place where losing oneself felt like the ultimate freedom

. He loved her like a vast geography—unclaimed, an atlas of wandering. 

He kept his love at a distance, watching from above like a hawk,

 For to him, intimacy was a precipice, a risk to the wings of his soul.

 "You are with me only if you are free," his silence declared, "And I can only see you clearly when I am not too close."


For the woman, love was a sanctuary, quiet and growing inward;

 A warm shelter protected from the bitterness of the outside.

 Yet she did not know that if it stood within the wrong heart,

 That same refuge would transform into a prison without bars.

 The cold wind from the man’s distant heights began to fill her halls,

 And the house she built with such devotion started to feel like a cage;

 The walls closed in, the ceiling lowered, and the soul that sought safety Found itself a captive within the palace of its own making.


They both knew how to love, yet they spoke in different dialects;

 One sanctified the act of staying, anchoring her soul to the earth, 

The other worshipped the act of going, finding loyalty in the return.

 One chose the stillness of a single point, an entire life dedicated to a spot,

 While the other chose the journey, the road, and the uncertain promise at its end. 

They were two different languages of the same profound ache; One wanted to be the anchor, the other the wind that fills the sail.


In the end, they were both forced to learn the hardest truth of all: 

To love is not to hold someone captive or to clench one's fist tight. 

It is to know that the door remains wide open to the vast, wild world,

 Yet believing, with a quiet and unwavering certainty,

 That the soul will choose to return and rest upon your branch. 

Loving is not the act of keeping someone; It is the peace of knowing they will stay.


  We are but small pebbles, cast upon the edges of the world;  Small things without souls, believing in a seamless existence  Until we are s...